This blog is not what I thought it would be. This life is not what I thought it would be. I had a very different idea when I started, so from tomorrow things are going to be a little different around here.
Tomorrow I am throwing myself into planning my future! I have so much on the go at the moment and I think its all just a little overwhelming, but as of now I am choosing to feel differently. I am going to do whatever I can to focus on my future instead of being all consumed by my past. I am leaving all that shit behind me, because otherwise I wont have a future.
So, I am going to keep myself busy with what needs to happen now. I have just bought a house and I am kinda scared at the moment. Scared that it wont feel like a home when home seems so far from where I am at right now. I have big plans for that pile of bricks and tomorrow I am going to start getting organised instead of doing it all last minute. Or worse, letting it all happen around me, or to me.
Big changes are coming…